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Writer's Block
02:32
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Words don’t flow, reactions slow
I can’t figure out if I’m high or low
My minds made up, don’t have a clue
The only thing I know is I want to want you
I thirst for fire, I’d die for drive
Now the only question is would I thrive
Would I strive, would I try
Would I turn back if I get tired
Minds a jumbled mess and I do care
If I seem stressed please don’t stare
At times I think that I’m losing my mind
But I appreciate the time
Commitments scare
Words don’t carry
It only means as much as I let it
My thoughts could use an edit now
My sensical standards are set to the low bar
My minds a jumbled mess and I do care
If I seem stressed please don’t stare
At times I think that I’m losing my mind
But I appreciate the time
My minds a jumbled mess and I do care
If I seem stressed please don’t stare
At times I think that I’m losing my mind
But I appreciate the time
Could you imagine marrying someone who never seemed to care
Stopping the love from making it to the dusty air
That would be the worst, the worst, the worst, the worst
Could you imagine marrying someone who never seemed to care
Stopping the love from making it to the dusty air
If I stop trying then I lose you
If I stop dying then I’m losing more
My minds a jumbled mess and I do care
If I seem stressed please don’t stare
At times I think that I’m losing my mind
But I appreciate the time
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2. |
Freedom
02:33
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Shame, you held and defined me
Disgraced and made unclean
Like a fiend lost in his schemes
Lost like a bird without its wings
Guitar without its strings
Rich man without his things
I’m on the ground
Not as nice as it might sound
Without a whim I’ll lose my mind
Maybe then I’ll find you
You sound so nice
Not once not twice not thrice
I fell for you and all your lies
All you did was leave me dry
Run, with all my strength just run
Feel the heat beneath the sun
A slave unto no one
I’m gone
Truth, feel its impact like a gun
Hit the wall and now I’m done
You move my feet to carry on
Follow me, you say you can make me see
Come to me with everything
I want you to be clean
I see you
see redemption coming through
you changed my heart and I chose you
now this freedom makes me new
Freedom, I said freedom
I found freedom in these scars
Freedom, I said freedom
Now there’s freedom in this heart
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3. |
Waves
02:37
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The waves they crash down so simply
The sea dances and keeps timing
To be apart captivates my being
But to get caught up terrifies me
They sing me to sleep when I’m at shore
I stand hypnotized when I’m wanting more
The tides rising higher now
I can feel it dragging me out
My breath is cutting short
These small gasps aren’t enough anymore
I’m out of options I’ve reached desperation
I can’t go in I need restoration
The water sweeps me off the ground
Consistently knocking me all around
Unable to tell up from down
I flawlessly flow and rest so sound
Now I understand how things move
This upheaval has led me to you
Tides rising higher now
I can feel it dragging me out
My breath is cutting short
These small gasps aren’t enough anymore
I’m out of options I’ve reached desperation
I can’t go in I need restoration
My heart’s been revived and my mind has a clue
Your rest oh my God makes my soul want to move
With the waters rhythm, the heartbeat of truth
The ocean’s harmonies lead me to you
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4. |
Gomer
03:46
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Gomer
Lyrics
About the Song
Look at this life, look at love
It’s so one sided, I can’t keep up
I’ll let you go, though it will hurt
I’ll be right here, should you return
Every time you walk away
I feel a part of me break
Like the morning mist you never stay
The early due, you’re here then gone away
I’ll wait for you my dear
I’ll wait for you my dear
Your coming home, and I’ll be here
I’ll wait for you my dear
She walks in darkness, she knows no names
Your lovely light, consumed by shame
I’ll see her scars, I’ll feel them to
Goodbye my love, I’ll see you soon
I’ll wait for you my dear
I’ll wait for you my dear
Your coming home, and I’ll be here
I’ll wait for you my dear
I’ve seen you stumble, I’ve seen you fall
And my angers gone love, forgiving all
Be like the lilies, take root in me
I’ll smell your fragrance, know I am pleased
I’ll wait for you my dear
I’ll wait for you my dear
Your coming home, and I’ll be here
I’ll wait for you my dear
I’ll wait for you my dear
I’ll wait for you my dear
Your coming home, and I’ll be here
I’ll wait for you my dear
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5. |
Tree Guy
03:40
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This town, it’s slow, there’s little for me here
My call I know, haven’t any fear
My heart beats quick, my feet are on the move
I left the norm, don’t plan on looking back
Towards the storm with little on my back
This is it, at least I’m not alone
No turning back and no place we call home
When I left I thought there wasn’t anything home for me
But I was wrong I miss my friends, I miss my family
Should I stay, should I go this anchor’s killing me
It weights me down, clouds my mind, I will press on
Sin’s weight held my throat
I couldn’t breathe, I couldn’t sing, I couldn’t move
Then you said I’m yours
And you love me, doesn’t matter what I’ve done
I found life in you
I found life in you
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6. |
Beast Pt.1
03:08
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Eyes so blue, they pierce like tridents
Blue so blue, they cut like diamonds
Her way so true, quickly she moves
Through and through, she make all men swoon
Her beauty takes me away this last year
Every waking day just searching
Bloodshot eyes and a reckless mind
Her beauty takes me away
Formed from glass, slick and shimmers
Fingers webbed to tear trough water
Waves don’t rise without her, she
Lifts the tide, the queen of ocean life
Her beauty takes me away this last year
Every waking day just searching
Bloodshot eyes and a restless mind
Her beauty takes me away
Then I saw her eyes, thought that I found life
Then a moment longer, she came out with her lies
With the depths insight, she swam me down
Death assured I would drown
Salt fills my lungs, can’t even cry
Light slips away, pressed on all sides
Surely this is my demise
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7. |
Beast Pt. 2
02:49
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I was found dead, Void of life and all senses
Existence laid flat, for no one to see
I saw in the distance, something so beautiful
It caught my attention, calling me close
Something so different, then what took my life before
Something so matchless so special so wonderful
I can’t put my finger on it
It brings back memories
Of the burning sun from home
Light shines
On me
My weak legs began to run
Why can I hardly move
How did the darkness creep back in
Is this the ocean under my limbs
Now reality feels like a nightmare
Look over my shoulder
she catches me with her glare
Reminding me of, what I once loved
and her violent beauty
don’t be fooled, it’s her snare
wicked despair, look up I’ll be in your lungs
I’ll supply the breath to bring you home
To your first love, how I long to be with you
Air, wonderful air
Life giving breath, no longer scared
Shattered the glass, glass of the queen
Ends her reign, ends her reign over me
Breath out, you’ll be in my lungs
You’ll supply the breath to bring my home
To my first love
How I long to be with you
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8. |
The Upper World
04:24
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Chains and shackles held my head
Looking straight can’t move my legs
See the shadows across the wall
Hear the echo across the hall
This dimly lit flame somehow captivates me
sound Iron clang from down below
desperate for something I know
my knees hit the ground, the sense was not found
then it came flooding through my ears
come on my friend, you’ve got your options
spend your days in a manmade coffin
saying, you’ve got it good
you’ll bruise, you’ll cry, and oh you’ll bleed
black and blue and burgundy
it’s worth it, even though, it hurts
I found reflections, started small
My eyes could not take fire’s draw
Fighting through adjustments burn
Fight the urge to return
Memories of family imprisoned at home
I took the safe way once before
Left me lifeless, dry, and bored
But rich in what ifs, saying no
In the comforts of my tomb
Saying yes I’ve seen the light
I broke my nose and I got lice
Every risky turn I made
Seems so good for goodness sake
I never thought I’d miss it this much
come on my friend, you’ve got your options
spend your days in a manmade coffin
saying, you’ve got it good
you’ll bruise, you’ll cry, and oh you’ll bleed
black and blue and burgundy
it’s worth it, even though, it hurts
come on now fix your tattered shirt
and don’t you dare forget your dirt
tonight, were going home my friends
take what you’ve learned and what you’ve seen
bring it back home to your family
be brave, I know, it hurts
come on now fix your tattered shirt
and don’t you dare forget your dirt
tonight, were going home my friends
take what you’ve learned and what you’ve seen
bring it back home to your family
be brave, I know, it hurts
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9. |
Wolves
04:31
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I‘ve searched, pursued
Turned life inside out for you
And what, I found
Was heartbreak anyhow
I’m tired, of metaphors
Hiding the truth behind closed doors
I’ve cried, seen lies
Felt the pain from a torn soul
Tell me why
All I can find is this dark stone rubble
Inside this torn down heart of mine
Tell me how I can rebuild everything
Because it feels like I’m on my own
Where are you now, where have you been
I don’t know what to do
Where are you now
Do you not understand what I’ve given you
Do you now understand who I am
All this pain that you feel is just a glimpse into my grace
And my crimson tide, it flows for my bride
You ask where I’ve been, been here the whole time
You’re what I fight for, your what I love
I’m right here and I’m enough
Give your life, everything in it
Everything you are, everything you are
Stand and fight, I’ll fight for you
With everything I am, with everything I am
Give your life, everything in it
Everything you are, everything you are
Stand and fight, I’ll fight for you
With everything I am, with everything I am
Take my life, everything in it
Everything I am, everything I am
I won’t fight, you can have me
Everything I am, everything I am
Take my life, everything in it
Everything I am, everything I am
I won’t fight, you can have me
Everything I am, everything I am
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10. |
For Rebekah & Austin
07:55
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For sheet music visit https://musescore.com/user/146980/scores/4366571
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